So tomorrow is my birthday; ill be turning 22.yay right? I have to say I’m not really feeling it though. I’m gonna spend it alone; not alone as in no girlfriend or something like that.. I mean alone as in I’m going to cook myself dinner. I may get some people saying happy birthday on Facebook but that just angers me. Ya know all these people that pretend to be my friend; say happy birthday but don’t respond to a text or phone call. Shit ill be lucky to get a phone call from my mom saying happy birthday. I don’t mean to vent but after thanksgiving, then my birthday; and soon Christmas… All alone. No family no significant other and no friends. How does that happen? I mean am I just a shitty person? I don’t understand it at all. Times like these are the ones that really scare me ya know. I hate the holidays. I guess life goes on.